Torment

I made turkey for dinner tonight...why? Because I never get to and I love the bird. It was good...it was our Thanksgiving/Christmas dinner eaten in the New Year!

I had a dream last night.....

...I was driven up (on my own) to my mother's funeral....I was angry. There were only maybe a handful of people there to pay their respects...I wanted them to leave...I didn't even want to be there. As I walked in scowling I saw the poster sized photo behind her casket (or what I thought was her casket because she always said she wanted to be "burned"...her words).....the photo....

....was a side profile of me....on my wedding day.

Um yeah....I have issues.