Wednesday, November 12, 2014

Missing my writing place....

It's been so long that I've written here....life got the better of me.  Lame excuse?...maybe....but in my eyes it really has.  Taking care of my business, my family (especially my husband) and everything else that needs to be taken care of....I'm just too pooped to sit down and wrack my brain at the end of the day.....hmmmm....maybe I should try for "morning writing"?!?!

Well, I do feel the need to come back to this place and I'm really going to make the effort.  This past year has been a tough one....and a good one....and an interesting one.  It's amazing when I look back to see just how much has happened.

For now.....just got home from day surgery and am really really groggy....and hungry!!!  So I will this for now....I may just be back later tonight.


Friday, December 6, 2013

I'm really beginning to think that God might want me to do something with this.....

Tony and I decided to add our names to helping out with Christmas Hampers through our church.  Tony, in light of all he/we've gone through has been very generous as of late and wanted to help a larger family with at least 2 children.  Well, we finally got the e-mail yesterday, letting us know who was chosen for us.  As I read the e-mail right around supper time, I began to weep.

We were given a younger couple, with no children.  The wife has been battling cancer for the past year and has not been able to work.  They're in a bit of financial hardship as the husband needs to help with her care. Of everyone they could have chosen they picked this couple for us....I don't think it was coincidence.

I'm trying to hear the voice.....I think it's becoming more and more audible.

Sunday, November 10, 2013

Friday, September 27, 2013

......

...I have no words to describe what has happened in the past 72 hours.....I have nothing to say except "Amen"....the love of my life is back home with me.

Sunday, September 22, 2013

Grateful...

Just so very grateful to be home...together.

Saturday, September 21, 2013

Did I mention?

....it's not nice to swear but.....

.....this is so fucking not fair.....

But there is a plan.......I do believe....

For now.......heart wrenching...

I need to get back to this space.....

....life has been tough...today was especially tough but I was glad to have been there for the hubs.  I have never seen anyone in more pain than he was today....incredibly emotional day today....  He should have been home yesterday....blood and blood clots have prevented that.  The second collection of blood clots today scared both he and I to the ends...not a good experience....makes me miss him even more that he is still 55 kms away.....nurses don't always catch "everything"....we have learned.

I miss him so much....