Heading for round 3

So we've done the "discovery", the "biopsy" and the "diagnosis"...then it was off to round 1 of killing this sucker..."sugery".  Chemo is behind me....hopefully forever and ever!!  Now we're onto "radiation".  Tomorrow will be the start of getting marked up and tattooed in order for the machines to get the exact are when they start irradiating me.  Four weeks of hell...Monday to Friday...I thought I was okay with this...it seems that at this very moment I'm not as confidant as I was yesterday.  I'm still scared and I have my moments of  "what if it comes back?" Every day.....for four weeks.....   I even have to sign up for a parking pass....ugh....I really can't wait for Christmas!