Nothing goes as planned....

So what was supposed to be a 20-30 minute procedure turned into an hour and a half.....with the surgeon pulling me out into the hallway....to say to me "oh.....that was a tough one!"...2 out of 3 tumours removed....cancerous....I have never been more scared in my entire life....forget my cancer.....this is the love of my life.  A long day spent with him just to make sure he was comfortable...and then a quick nap at home only to ride back 50 kms only to see him still hooked up to the catheter....did I mentioned I love this guy? 

Tuesday rolls around only for our hot water tank to blow.....Tony does way too much despite my arguments.....he's paying for it  as we finally have a day of no blood.....

surgery #2 in 3 weeks...19th.  I have called my oncologist....he will ensure we are hooked up with the best bladder cancer specialist in B.C......it really is about who you know know.....I give thanks....  I just hope second time round isn't as traumatic as first time.....I can't bare to see this guy in so much pain!...